Been checked for parasites? Just b/c this appears to be kinda... ongoing.

 

No. Good thought. This bloating is pretty acute though. Woke up with it three days in a row. That's why I suspect the coconut milk. Although CO always seems to give me bloat. Which is weird. Right?

I was so in the mood to go dancing last night, Soul! Like bad 80s music techno dancing. My roommate is a salsa dancer and she was going out dancing At like 10pm. I should have went w b/c I was awake when she got home but I didn't. Not sure what's on the docket for tonight.

 

I don't know. I think if I had that persistent problems without my AN hx (that was pretty bad bloating times but to be expected) then I would probably start to look for the cause..... at least eliminate some.... like parasites.

 

Starting to think its the bacon. Damn so tasty

 

Sticks of butter and bacon bits

 

lol you're going nutz

 

I am. I gotta change my Siggy. I can't handle hormones of a 25 year old!

 

Really do need to update Siggy as I'm technically 41

 

This is the pic I really want as my profile pic but I'm too chicken

 

So I prob should actually read that hormone book I got so I might have a clue what's going on with me now that I have hormones again. I admit that I have no idea about any of that female Mumbo jumbo. But yesterday I was convinced my hormones where that of an 18 year old male. Made me want to drive fast, shoot guns and get into other troubles. So anyone know what the he-ll happens days 13-16. Damn.

Forget Leptin reset. I need a Dating Reset stat.

Now day 17 and I'm feeling more in control. More meh. A little depressed maybe. Not used to this...

 

A dating reset? Lol I need that too.

 

Saw the gyn today for BW results. First cycle was 32 days, last one was 24 days. On day 13 now. She's friendly enough and supportive but VERY CW. I got a mammogram lecture. Turns out she had breast ca herself at age 32, so I doubt I'll win this agrument with her. I asked about feeling pretty up and down on the hormone thing and she said that it's like I have the hormones of an 18 year old right now. Which I pretty much had figured out on my own. She offered me some Celexa. I said pass. Any who...here's what I'm looking at:

(new labs are listed first, day 10 of my cyle. I tried to paste a ta



7/26/12 (day 10)------PREVIOUS-----------------range

Estradiol 109-----------------

 

Jennifer;48574 wrote: Saw the gyn today for BW results. First cycle was 32 days, last one was 24 days. On day 13 now. She's friendly enough and supportive but VERY CW. I got a mammogram lecture. Turns out she had breast ca herself at age 32, so I doubt I'll win this agrument with her. I asked about feeling pretty up and down on the hormone thing and she said that it's like I have the hormones of an 18 year old right now. Which I pretty much had figured out on my own. She offered me some Celexa. I said pass. Any who...here's what I'm looking at:

(new labs are listed first, day 10 of my cyle. I tried to paste a ta



7/26/12 (day 10)------PREVIOUS-----------------range

Estradiol 109-----------------

 

Jennifer;48574 wrote: Saw the gyn today for BW results. First cycle was 32 days, last one was 24 days. On day 13 now. She's friendly enough and supportive but VERY CW. I got a mammogram lecture. Turns out she had breast ca herself at age 32, so I doubt I'll win this agrument with her. I asked about feeling pretty up and down on the hormone thing and she said that it's like I have the hormones of an 18 year old right now. Which I pretty much had figured out on my own. She offered me some Celexa. I said pass. Any who...here's what I'm looking at:

(new labs are listed first, day 10 of my cyle. I tried to paste a ta



7/26/12 (day 10)------PREVIOUS-----------------range

Estradiol 109-----------------

 

Hi Kelly.

My weight is staying the same but I'm up almost 20 pounds from my low weight. So hormones yes. Bikini no.

I was on estradiol for maybe 4 months and was using OTC p cream. But I've been off all for a month.

How's ur dhea? U take Pregnenolone?

 

Dating reset. Let's see. I guess my dating reset is to do the opposite of what I've always done. So that means no more giving ala doormat aka giving without getting anything in return. Also means no more pursuing. Also means no more men named J*** and no more narcissistic, type A, Momma's little prince boys.

Opps did I say that out loud?

But seriously time to pick a new "type". Well that's half of it. I think I also have to be a different type. And actually I do need to bring out my inner goddess who doesn't put up w bs.

I wonder if you change your hormones do you attract and are you attracted different? Hasnt happened yet but maybe...

 

It MUST work this way. You have to be confident AND womanly. There is no need to be a bitch at all, but do not feel bad about rejecting them if they don't behave in a way that you want in a mate. They can smell that a mile away, and will know you don't have to be a priority.



I bet you want someone who values you enough to chase, no?



The other thing, get out there and do activities around men. Actually - this is where I lose my madam powers. . . I've met all my closest people on the internets. Interestingly enough, the "chemistry" was there with the ones I had a real connection with. That is a perfect gel with my personality. Figure out who you are, and who you want to be with - then go BE where they are, but be doing something that YOU want.



There is zero wrong with you going on lots of dates. It would be fun (for me! ) if you started down that path then you could tell us all about it.. .

 

Lol, getting in to the real stuff here.... I agree no more J***!! Too funny.

About the hormones, I think you do but it might be lagging a bit.... says who

 

Oh I would need a super top secret private invitation only journal for dating stories. In fact I feel I've already said too much. I now see that most ppl are smart enough to give themselves aliases. Even though Jennifer is very popular name and usually I feel pretty anonymous with it there is a lot of identifying info here. I already fear that J#1 is secretly reading this. Lol. But you can be added to my text message crisis mgmt team if you'd like. Lol

I do have a date tonight. Wish I could say I was excited. I'm not good at the meet you dates. I am not a chit chatter. Don't know any good get to know you techniques. I prefer active dates but when ur meeting someone from online it's better to keep it to an easy out. Like I know I agreed to meet you at 8pm but my hair is dying for a washing at 9. No?

 

Woman, you're cheering me up today Which one is the lucky one?



Aliases only get you so far. Someone who knows me read my journal and even just the alias will tell it all. I'm pretty sure there's a few people reading along by now. Too bad. Get over it if I say something to your not liking. Nobody's forcing you to read.