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Christmas tree journal

Discussion in 'My Optimal Journal' started by MITpowered26, Feb 27, 2019.

  1. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

  2. You'll be OK! Enjoy the cottage. I want some pictures :D
  3. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    aye aye captain!
  4. Swen

    Swen New Member

    i saw it as sadness tied up in the concept of the sad times we live in. Not a dig at jason at all.
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  5. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    I overreacted for sure. Blinded by my ego at that moment. I really do appreciate the patience, drive he has underneath it all :)
  6. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    Sleep Log

    8pm to 9pm (deepest, longest perciieved sleep ever...)

    11pm to 4am.

    feel good.
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  7. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member


    You can actually hear your actions lately, eh?

    The way you just do your fucking dishes without a long pause to understand the existential philosophy behind why you must do such stupid shit.

    The way these days you are leaving your cell phone disconnected wherever you go, and letting go that nobody needs to reach anybody anytime soon.
    The way you listen to your mom's advice when you know its good for you, without closing off, or shutting down to it.
    The way you are taking steps to cook breakfast for yourself every morning.
    The way you are just putting your head down and essentially fighting for it with survival instincts.

    The way you (finally) almost have the office completely hardwired (keyboards, mouses, phones).
    The way you distance yourself from people with out valuable influence on you.
    The way you communicate with your voice coach these days, and tell him up front and straight out you don't want to sing fucking frank Sinatra ALL THE TIME for the next fucking 20 years, even if its good for me, because that is not what makes me fucking happy!
    The way you are embracing your challenges at work with your employees, navigating it your own way, y know? They are growing day by day, slowly like a plant. Keep watering, providing light to it. Everyday.

    And the way you are making time for people that appreciate and need the space and time with you. Your one and only patient that knows your journal, and has amazing read every fucking page of it and counting... you don't have to do that, but I know it makes us happy inside to do this. It's enjoyable (in case you are reading today patient zero!)

    "But you know if I waste my time
    Talking 'bout what ain't mine
    And you know I'll be last in line
    Just like last, last night"

    Bearface, Brockhampton

    la la la

  8. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member


    You are awakening to the truth that sharks swim the waters, vultures circle the air, and cockcroaches encroach upon your land. Wake up. Welcome to the real world, neo.


    I've had a bizarre thought on my mind J .. I'm giving up sex. It might seem comical, considering we actually haven't had a piece for years. But truth is that this has weight. We have so much fucking hatred, and resentment, and baggage stored away with respect to the fact that we can't "get any" ...

    Time to take the power back..
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  9. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member


    Hide your shame! Hide your shame!
  10. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    Red pills inside... 7130C888-5562-43B2-BDB6-24B476F6F3D6.jpeg
  11. Jack Kruse

    Jack Kruse Administrator

    My life is about to change in 4 hours..........just saying.
  12. MITpowered26

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  13. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member


    Trying to share my flame with another patient who I am thinking of this morning.
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  14. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    “In jk we trust”
  15. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    This will be the scariest biz move I will make to date. I'm getting ready to fucking blitz the entire country...

    I'm getting ready for enemies to come out of the woodwork that want to take me to the woodshed...
    I'm getting ready to hold my flame up to the scrutiny and attention of others...
    I'm getting ready ...

    I'm getting ready.
  16. Saichi

    Saichi New Member

    You were wearing your nighttime blockers in your daytime vlogs.

    You took this photo during the daytime.

    Do you intend to do red lights all day or just at/after sunset?
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  17. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    Fair points. I am indoors virtually all day, so I choose to wear night blockers throughout. I should, however, invest in some daytime's for driving during sunlight...

    Intention is redlight at sunset... the photo was break of dawn. its off now.
  18. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    Sleep log:

    8:30pm to 330am
    feel good. slept straight through.
  19. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    my cup is full
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  20. MITpowered26

    MITpowered26 New Member

    lyrics to a song (not my own)

    So step inside
    'Cause that night is cold, it don't deserve such a smile
    It's not enough
    For it to show up every once in a while

    In the moonlight, I should
    Kiss you at Samhain, throw it all down
    Wouldn't that be cool?
    To kill the guards, open the gates, for feelings unbound

    But I've been keeping hope
    I've got a fairytale in my heart, I can cope

    I've been keeping hope
    Bet they had you in mind when naming the rose

    Only know 'bout how I won't be here later
    Don't forget, 'bout how she had you feeling major
    He tried to write down how he felt 'bout the girl
    Kept running out of paper. He'll wait for her

    He was feeling fucking awesome
    Be a good man like you taught him
    Don't get caught up in caution when love exists

    So step inside
    'Cause that night is cold, it don't deserve such a smile

    We'll be alright
    I could never lie about caring a lot

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