The words JT make me both jealous and excited to be connected to.

 

Hi Jason- welcome!
Time to ditch the old sad song as it appears the universe has been singing a new enlightened song to you! You have been awakened by following your intuition and it's time for a new tune - such an exciting time when one awakens. The best part of awaking is when you realize there really are "no rules" just the ones you make. My one and only rule is "love" because it truly is all any of us need and are composed of. You've got an amazing puzzle- your edges are done and now for the fun part- filing in the middle or throwing the whole puzzle out and starting over-there are no rules! I look forward to reading and following your journey.

 

Day 8:

1. Both my spectrometer and my emf meter are on their way! Finalized lease to own details today
2. Waiting on 23 and me kit for both my mother and myself
3. Getting slowly better at putting trust in my employees, putting life first, and getting out of the office to go LIVE as best as I can. Today I had solo lunch with some chinese seafood, had a beautiful nap to help my weird sleep schedule lately.

A post of Jack's today on facebook referenced something about "fighting for it." Indeed that spoke to me. I dont want to lose "this"... it disheartens me deeply when people around me make comments like "are you okay, you don't seem yourself, did you take your meds?" But good. They have just been Motherfu***** tagged. I will eliminate them from circle, for good reason. Its stuff like that that acts as the "meter detector" of life, of who fits your frequency, your vibration, your vibe.. your tribe.

Ironically in the same breath, I decided to move back into my parents place instead of renting. Its a sacrifice of personal freedom and space, for money. Money that will enable me to save and travel more, and ESCAPE the room that is this suspected mismatched latitudinal city, at least temporarily until I can escape for good. YOLO - you only live once.

I feel like a 2 year old child lately, full of life, and not "wanting to go to bed" haha. But the grown up in me, at least on this night...says ... respect your biology. So I will respect my biology.

Night peeps,
J

 

Love it Jason........keep going.

Fight for it in the light of the sun.

 

Dermot Kennedy - For Island FIres and Family

"How it must feel.... to be a bird .... "

"Roaming lonely over seas yea"

 

Again, thank you for sharing. I grew up in a house full of music. My father was a record producer and we always had musicians living or staying with us. Every night was a big bbq dinner feast and then a jam session with amazing talent all around. As I've grown up, music has just fallen away. I've become "too busy" to give it the importance it once had. You remind me of its power. Thank you for sharing.

 

Thankyou Kathy.

YOLO - You only live once ....

 

I have no idea how to proficiently change my car tires. BUT i'm going to F****ING do this! Exciting stop gap project as I plan my ESCAPE!

https://www.google.com/search?ei=Wy........0i71j0i131i67j0i67.iwQcNflqlnU#kpvalbx=1

 

I'm SO PUMPED. I found an "IBC TANK" 1000 LITRES for 10 dollars CAN! Next step: Some free pallets to hold the structure. .. finding reasons and purposes to be outside. ...

 

Jason, thank you for your raw enthusiasm—it’s infectious and a refreshing (nearly) Spring boost to the forum!

Make sure you prioritize your sleep too. When I first found the forum I read, and read, and READ way too long and sabotaged myself. I was already staying up till 1 or 2 in the morning, and found myself pushing it further and further, staring at a blasted screen. I burned out and left for awhile, but was drawn back again and again until a kind member reached out and helped me navigate some issues. I have him and Jack and this forum to credit for getting my life back on track. No exaggeration.

So nice to see you skipping the hemming and hawing bullshit so many of us went through before literally seeing the light—the RIGHT light.

Can’t wait to see how far you take it!

 

beautifully said Phosphene .......

 

Thanks for your honesty! I love reading your journal.

 

Thankyou so much

 

Day 9:

Chang chang chang:
1. Decided to make a point to take a photo every morning at sunrise. I'm fighting for it. At least if I'm not out for every a brief period, at least the habit will slowly build.

Can I just say something:

I just feel so grateful right now, I feel so much love in me. Dem' cancun waters and winds and rays did something to my body and mind and spirit. Its almost unbelievable how my dopamine, my mood, my attitude, is just different. Thankyou Jack. Thankyou to the people ,marko, for making the event so special. And thankyou to my mom for coming and having an open mind, despite how hard we can be on each other sometimes. I've reached a new latitude in my way of life.

Today I was in the store all day, as I gave my pharmacist a paid day off. He deserved it. Can I also just say that I am so happy for my team that is behind me in my business. Indeed, I acknowledge my intuition is what led me to all these awesome people that appreciate what I have to give, and I appreciate them back.

I worked with TC today, my assistant. Can I just say that she is always happy. And today I know why now. TC endured war time through her younger days in Bosnia. Where food bank was a norm. Where grenades dropping on the daily was a thing. War time. And despite my vicarious fascination with the existential experience in wartime for much of my 20s, I listened, but for the first time I heard. And it seems I'm hearing a lot more lately.

War time is interesting. Its the ultimate atomic bomb on a magic carpet ride of life. I don't think collectively, there is anything worse of an experience that affects so many. And it could happen anywhere... imploding of nations overnight. YOLO is my new favourite slogan. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE. When you look passed the drake-ian meaning behind it, it has heavy meaning for me.

Indeed I live in these parts of the world through a peace time. Could my business be taken away from me at any moment, YES. Could I or someone I love lose their health, life, at any moment, YES. Could our country implode. YES.

Nothing else matters but working towards making the most of my time now.

J

 

Jack has been telling us over and over to really listen when someone is talking .....don't just pay lip service to them....really listen.

Everyone has a story to tell......

Jack is a great listener.....

 

truth. Jack is a wizard.

 

I don't know what it is today. I have nothing to really write about, like the lights are on, but nobody is home. Which is okay on one hand. But I can't help but decide what the universe is telling me. Sure, there are ups and downs, ebs and flows, highs and lows. But I refuse to settle... for mundane, mediocre shit. I live my life with intensity, with passion. I think its time for a larger change, time to step up again. This isn't just a romance phase to my evolution. This is an impedus. Its up to me to use it or lose it. The hard reality is this: 5 days in mexico can only sustain me in a toxic environment before a reversal will happen unless I start doing some real shit about it -- I"m not being hard on myself, I'm being unscrupulous.

Actionable changes for the next week that I can, and want to, and will change:

1. No more internet, no more phone, no more forum, during sleeping hours. The forum, for example, is sliding into another dopamine addiction for me. I check it too often, instead of being in nature. I will log on once in the morning, once at night, and maybe once midday - that's it.

2. If I cannot sleep, light some candles, and read - finish reading origin of species.

3. I'm giving it a week to setup version 1.0 of my CT setup in my mom's back yard
a- What to wear... probably, a toque, mitts, pants, and no shirt. I'll start there (inspired by @primalhacker)
b. How to CT.. for now maybe I"l start a bonfire and use that as my heat without a hot tub right now
c. Maybe add in exercise in version 2.0

That is all.

J

 

Number 1 is huge. Keep on crush'n it!

 

Haha. No, Deana, I'm relentless.