This is becoming a favorite journal of mine already.

 

All you, jack.

 

Jason ....your avatar is priceless. Me thinks this is the real you emerging!

 

Day 5:

3:38am - I realize I’m burning the candle at both ends in the last 24 hours - it’s been a mixed bag but mostly if im being quite f****ing uncle frank, I’m proud of myself.

24 hour evolution:
1. Fought for this one...but got myself out of the hotel room by later afternoon, to do hot tub and alter my trajectory unimaginably during this pocket of time

It’s way too easy to slip up without a community of like minded individuals that jack kruse forum offers. It’s also way too convenient to slide when nobody is looking. From morning to 5pm I mostly stayed in the Hotel room— binging on social media — which in Itself was fun, I’m not going to lie. “Why aren’t you going outside to ct Jason, why aren’t you following the sun Jason, this is why you came to the mountains, not to do of ALL things — technology— yadadadada STOP.

It was concerning on this day for primarily one reason: I didn’t want to come down from this “post kruse vip experience” high... my patient (I’m a pharmacist) Had planted the seed earlier that it would “wear off”.

Then it happened. I gently nudged myself to just Checkout the hot tub. I did something today that is priceless: I fought for it... I fought.

So it’s now 3:53am.. admittingly I’m a bit drunk still probably. But I’m telling you... magic happened to Jason today. My approach, my thinking process, my gentle resilience. Hot tub by myself led to a full house of beautiful human beings - 12 count - in the hot tub. That lead to me spewing some shit about heat and cold shock proteins and mitochondrial turnover - and egging all the guys to do snow angels leading by example — it was bravado - but it was beautiful. So it’s 3:58Am and i made 12 new friends whom we went to dinner dancing and drinking with.

Significant memory i hope I will cherish If you know my history. You see, Jason was ostracized in pharmacy school. He was a quote unquote “social leper”. I struggled mightily and had to do school without attending any classes - which brought on even more disdain from the disgusting, immature, and un-compassionate collective whole that was my pharmacy class and faculty. F*** institution. To this day it’s hard to get over it.

Anyways.. so as you can imagine.. social connection... social acceptance.. has been a tumultuous ride for me so when something small alters my whole trajectory in this fashion— it brings on a pulse of joy inside. I was “just one of the crew” on this day amongst my peers.

Learn the science.. learn the protocols.. but MOST importantly believe uncle jack when he says it’s your THINKING that will change and move you the greatest— and that, my friend, is everything there is to know. Keep at it and life will present before you your arrival at your destination— the journey that Is this beautiful life. Get it.

It’s 4:17am. I better get some sleep before I go bat shit crazy.

Thank you for reading.. you don’t know what this medium means to me at this juncture in my life.

As Eminem would say: I’m outtie.

 

Just want to apologize for anyone who read this post. It was a little stupid and borderline belligerent - albeit with good intention. Still finding my way with respect to “knowing” and the wisdom of whether to say it.

J

 

Yeah, I felt a little micro-aggressed and had to seek out a comfort animal.

Then my wife got angry that I kept petting her on the head.

 

Y'all are so funny! Here I am all serious trying to catch up on all the science and then I read some of your posts and realize that fun has to be a part of the program.

 

Abso-friggin-lutely! Just wait till you get to the sex posts...

No, not THAT kind of post! Or perhaps maybe, yes indeed that kind of post. Anything goes.

Freedom of expression is key to the healing process, as I’m discovering.

 

Jason .....How did you end up going to the VIP event with Jack? if you care to share of course......

It is all about truth and honesty my friend .....and the three legged stool.

As Jack has always told me .....you don't have to speak Chinese to eat Chinese food ....but I guess that doesn't apply to you ...LOL

 

Hey there Man on Fire, You're still kicking ass and taking names! My brother, wife and I hung out in the sun, mid 30s, rotating between the hot tub and cold trough , sucking down raw oysters. Awesome day. Hope youre day was great too!

 

clarify your question. I booked a flight and hotel. haha.

 

Day 6:
Not much to report.
1. DId some mild CT out of shower.
2. Installed IRIS on all the work computers... my staff are going to love me when I put it on full RED mode and they dont know how to fill prescriptions anymore haha
3. Will hear back today or tomorrow hopefully on the finalization of the spectrometer lease (MARKO POLLO)

later gators

 

NICE! I love the trough idea...thanks for the reminder! I am taking one of my naturopath friends to an oyster bar this week, hopefully he doesnt bail, as he says he's never had oysters before ! haha

j

 

Say HI TO YOUR BRO YOUR ME!

 

I read your posts Kathy. New member welcoming new member to the forums!

 

"if" you are asking for a top secret back door or something like that, that would be an incorrect assumption. I think you need to direct this question to jack.

many thanks
j

 

I think she’s wondering more about your mindset. What compelled you to take the (expensive) plunge and do this as a new member?

 

My apologies. I'll reflect and respond later. Just at work.

Tks
J

 

Yes, exactly ......Jason jumped without a parachute [more or less]

Thanks for the clarification Phosphene!

 

Just writing the webinar copy for the March webinar. I've been deeply influenced by a group of people who I entangled with from 2/21-3/4/2019 and they have inspired me to write about my philosophy of touch. Jason was one such person...............

How do you touch others in your own life? Do you use your hands? Your words? Your ideas? Is touch physical for you or is it done wirelessly?
Must it be used in close proximity or can your ability to reach people to expand? Can you connect well to anyone anywhere and any time you want?
Reading deep thoughts of ideas you get is like undressing before a bath. You don't undress out of fear that your clothes will become wet. You undress because you want the water to touch your body. You want to completely immerse yourself in the feeling of the water and to emerge anew from the experience.
The invisible threads nature uses to connect to us are the strongest ties we touch others with.
Touch is a very complex thing that is intoxicating and intangible for most. Friends might lose touch but they never seem to lose feelings........Friends tend to misplace their power to touch us. Wounded animal touch each other and surgeons have to touch their patients to heal them. The sun has to touch us to regenerate ourselves to live. Touch is incredibly complex and how we apply it or misuse it defines our lives. THE WISE IN LIFE DO NOT FEEL THE TOUCH OF PRESSURE.......THEY APPLY PRESSURE TO TOUCH THINGS THAT MATTER TO THEM.