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Butters' Journal

Discussion in 'My Optimal Journal' started by Butters, Nov 20, 2013.

  1. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Todays CT was a bit overdone. I was highly motivated but sleep was not so good, maybe because we drank white wine yesterday early evening. Maybe that contributed. I had tough time to finish my BAB, which never happened.
    Nevertheless I did CT afterwards. Felt fine getting in, no shivering, just relaxing listening to a Jack podcast. But at 25min I had to get out (plan was to get the 30s). Because I got blood noises rushing through the ears and had a weird flicker sensation on the edges of my vision field (upper edge when I looked down and lower edge when I looked up). No dizziness but I ended the session. I checked the mouth temperature and it was 35°C. So even lower than normal. So I rewarmed my feet and hands and I got the idea, maybe its better to sit in the water to warm a bit up the lower body. I did that and measured after minutes again and had 34,6° so even lower! Dont why that happened. Maybe because of vasodilatation of extremities through warm water? I was shivering but not as bad as I have in the past but my mind was not that clear. I made the nail blanch test, but it was good during CT.

    Maybe 20-25min is my limit for now and bodyfat or the alcohol is the cause. I think I tend to push more than is good for me.
     
  2. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Now the good thing for being still at university is, that I can pull the full study vs the abstracts for free.
    So I pulled the many cited CT study https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10751106
    and read it which makes things more clear.
    And it seems to me I have to take a better method for core temperature measuring and we all know what to do... ;)
     
  3. drezy

    drezy Gold

    Yep.... Get way better at guessing!
     
  4. Butters

    Butters New Member

    No I meant another thing - a clinical thing.
    Im going on with the protocol. Slowly I become a CT junky. I have to restrain a bit, because I tend to neglect other important things for CT and CT is consuming some time with the warming up phase afterwards.
    Im now on 25min without hard shivering. Water in the filled tub is now 10,5-11°C. Im doing the feet/hands CT with as much upperbody/neck in the water without wetting the knitted hat and hair. Always listening to a Jack podcast or something. The shivering starts when I go out and warm up. I use a short warm shower for my feet then and for the hands when cold, it helps me to stay comfortable. I might actually get into meditating, because I heard how its helping retaining light. I currently search for meditation regimes.
     
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  5. recoen

    recoen Gold

    @Butters i like Sam Harris’ “waking up” course.
     
  6. Butters

    Butters New Member

    You mean for meditation?
    Im searching for TM techniques now without the information about meditation around.

    I think cold tubs get a little easier now. I had 25min without too much effort also without symptoms that forced me to go out like, I cant concentrate to listen to the podcast. Icey water drinking is better also. I had no brain freeze the last times drinking, what used to be a minimal feeling few weeks ago.
     
  7. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Weird thing happens. My teeth are more clean after avoiding coffee for a while. I dont know if Im brushing better or the coffee was giving me huge plagues and stains. I cant stop touching them with my tongue. We`ll see what happens next.
    Yesterday light symptoms of a cold. Got in that tub for 25min - best feeling ever since. Today its better.
    Outside I get feet and hands still cold after a while with tingeling toes.
    Morning temperature is about 36,3°C in the mouth right after waking up.
     
  8. Butters

    Butters New Member

    This morning with my daughter.

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  9. Butters

    Butters New Member

    I personally found out it suits me better, when I do CT in the morning after BAB even when before sunrise. When I do it in the evening after dinner I seem not to feel that motivated, but when its getting bright outside I do. I can warm up better (do more).
    Today was kind of little break through after pausing CT for 2 days and before short sessions of 15-20min. The water was 9,5°C when jumping in straight from the tub and I stayed in 30min. I began barely noticing little shiverings at the mark.
    My morning temperature after waking up measured orally was 36,6°C. And in the Tub I measured after 22min and it was still at 35,8°C which explains why I didnt shiver. Highest temperature ever. I didnt even shiver afterwards to warm up.
    Last 2 nights I had some quite vivid dreaming episodes which I could remember in the morning.
     
  10. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Its one month since I saw Jack's posted picture with the spider webs and caffeine. For on month I have been without coffee and just now I seem to get the full effect of that. Since then I upped my CT practice, too. And that gets better. Maybe that is contributing to my slowly clear getting mind.
    I had my 30min CT session in the 10°C water and I didnt shiver a bit during that. A took a short feet bath though to restart circulation in them but rewarming was quite easy with some movement. Im still doing arms and feet out CT with submerging as much of my upper body as possible to the neck - sometimes moving a bit around when I feel the water gets too warm around my body.
    I think my body temperature is higher but cant test it reliable. The lugols wasnt giving my stomach problems, it was somehow the mackerel that I ate 3-5 times a week for some months now. So I switched to canned herring and took the lugols again.
    Im curious how far I can push my body with CT now. This is I believe the most comfortable gain in CT Ive ever made.
    The dreaming persists and I wonder if my new CT frequency has something to do with it.
    That would mean my heteroplasmy can be lowered quite fast at least a bit.
     
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  11. Butters

    Butters New Member

    So it seems I finally will go and see Dr. Kruse with a friend of mine at the flowfest. Im already excited :D.
     
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  12. Inger

    Inger Silver

    Me too :) :) I will be there!! :) :) :) Great that you are able to come Alex!
     
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  13. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Nice. I a bit proud of me, because I usually find any excuses not to do social stuff. But I always wanted to see Dr. Kruse and I didnt thought the would be possible in germany, so I scraped up the money finally.
    Update for my coffee experiment: No coffee at all since beginning of 2019. I do eat some dark chocolate but not so much per day that it would come close to a cup of coffee.
     
  14. Butters

    Butters New Member

    So I got a huge hit, because it seems that in canned fish the DHA is totally destroyed. Did I do shit all the time? But maybe thats good, because I stop eating out of cans this way and look for better alternatives.
    Sun is getting stronger here and I try to get as much already in low UV time as possible. Ive already got a big tan on the arms after getting UV 4 sun a few times. It seems each year the tan comes back faster than in the last.
     
  15. OliverGruener2

    OliverGruener2 New Member

    @Inger @Butters
    I'll be at the flowfest too. What about meeting up there?
     
  16. Butters

    Butters New Member

    I hope so.
    I had the luck to see 4 real sunrises at easter weekend. Also plenty of sun in the am midday and pm, as much as I could get.
    After the first sunrise the next morning my SCN was resetted. I constantly woke up 30min before the actual sunrise at dawn.
    At home I can see the sun only short after sunrise at 3° elevation angle. But I noticed during those sunrises, that the light turned from orange to yellow very quick in a few minutes. Also there was no red phase. So maybe the actual sunrise is not as important to get right away and stress about it.
    I noticed that my sleep requirement has decreased to somewhat 7hrs. I remember Jack said optimal is 7.30 minutes. But maybe its part of a longer am and pm sun window in higher latitudes that the sleep requirement decreases in summer time.
    I got a bit of burning but that was quite little in comparison with the midday sun exposure. Maybe the am and pm conditioning does its work.
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  17. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Picture of my outdoor gym:

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    I do macebell and clubbell stuff big time this year. I can take them with me to the park and midday I get Vit D and movement at the same time. I still do some bodyweight training inside my home where I can control the lights, because it fits my time schedule best. But the real fun is to train with these guys outdoors.
    New experience is coconut oil on the skin. Unbelievable how smooth the skin got after only one application after major sun exposure.
    Also this summer first time since adulthood that I sunbathed nude. In germany its great that we've got FKK places and there are not so strict laws against nudity.
    Unfortunately a whole day in the sun is not possible for me. We went to the lake a few times already at 8am, but I have to go out of the sun at 11.30 or earlier and then get a little noon exposure for D. Iam brown like never in my life but I just cant image the staying a whole day in the sun is possible with a good sun callus like Jack and Ruben talk about.
     
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  18. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Second Day waking up at 5am. Yesterday I saw early sun, not the actual sunrise, but close at 1-2° inclination angle. Unfortunately there are trees all in front of it. The light that comes through must be enough till the sun rises above the trees. Seems like one day waking up at 5am was enough so set my clock.
    Since its warm right now at night, I still dont know how to go sleep early to get 7.30hrs of sleep.
     
  19. Butters

    Butters New Member

    I may get some EMF signs now. I have some problems with fungus on my feet again, also nail fungus on one little nail. Also had vertigo for three days now, varying in intensity. I dont know if electrosensitivity symptoms. I have the feeling something changed in our environment. The EMF reading never were good, but they didnt change. Also it seems our living zone is not 5G inflicted, because its not big think in germany in most cities and when only testing in centers. But the fungus is EMF symptom, if I believe Jack. I get out very much this spring/summer, so it must have an effect.
    I just ordered an D3 test to look where I stand. Next will be ordered at the end of summer. If im correct the D3 status should also show if im dehydrated, because no hydration=no D3=bad environment. I hope the vertigo is not a sign of a worse thing. Is there even a chance that one with high D3 has big environmental problems?
    Now that I finished my degree almost I made the decision to move as fast as possible. I get a second baby in autumn this year, so there is quite a bit changing for us. But based on how I feel here sometimes, I must move. Today I had the strong desire to do CT and it cleared my mind pretty quick. I thought about study again for becoming teacher for school. This would enalbe us to move very freely and inhabit a rural place, once I finish, but I have to study another 3-4 years in a big city. The thought came in the tub. If things get worse in germany we could emigrate and teachers degree wouldnt be bad. Things in germany get worse and worse with planned CO2 taxes and all that communist bullshit.
    Other things that is difficult is getting up at 4.30 or 5am AND get enough sleep. Last 2 days I did that I was pretty smoked and tired the whole day, because I only got 6 hrs sleep (one time work till 10pm and one time my fault). But even sleeping at 10pm would result in a mere 7hrs of sleep and before that its usually a) to warm and b) to bright outside. So so far no real stategy to solve the problem. The thing is once I woke up at 5am and saw the sunrise, my body is primed and I wake up at the same time. Its good but It sucks at the same time, because it means I must go to bed earlier to get more sleep - dilemma.
    I see this blog is turning into a rant, maybe I should write a privat diary :D
     
  20. Butters

    Butters New Member

    Strange thing happened today. This spring/summer I realized that I might have some kind of mild allergy. I have more often stuffy nose and sneeze than normal. Today I laid down on that piece of grass that I checked for minimum nnEMF exposure in the park. First 10 min my nose was closed, I got some tears in my eyes and had to sneeze here and then. Then all of it suddenly stopped and didnt reappear for the whole day in the sun.
     

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